Sunday Scribblings’ “Who else can I still be?”
Once again, I must thank Fat Charlatan for introducing me to a writing resource. This time it’s Sunday Scribblings, which gives a weekly writing prompt. The most recent prompt? “Who else can I still be?”
I would like to become a woman with many friends whom I can count on.
I grew up without many friends.
My kindergarten teacher at a private school noticed how quiet I was. She seemed to wonder if my parents were bringing me up according to the adage, “children should be seen, not heard.” The year after that, I transferred from private school to public school. Perhaps it was easier for my parents if my school didn’t challenge them. Or maybe their budget was tight.
I don’t remember having more than one friend at a time until my senior year of high school, when I was in a cooking club of four girls and participated in the school’s modern dance club. But that didn’t mean I turned into a social butterfly. I’ve struggled to make friends all my life.
One of the great things about getting laid off a few years ago is that my networking yielded new friends, in additions to useful contacts. One of them has become my writing buddy. She’s there when I need support — or a quick proofreading/copyediting.
I’m also happy about my writing group. I’ve come to feel close to some of the members. Earlier this summer I proposed that some of us get together for drinks one evening. I felt thrilled to muster a group of six people. I couldn’t have done that earlier in my life.
I also feel lucky that my Iggy and I have become closer friends.
I’d like to continue my upward trajectory with my friends.
Wonderful and heartfelt. And considering you have ALL of us Niblets, it was worth the wait, right?
Right???
Comment by Fat Charlatan — August 13, 2006 @ 8:15 pm
YES!
Comment by Administrator — August 13, 2006 @ 8:33 pm
I am so inspired by the honesty of some of the Sunday Scribblings I’ve read, yours included! I often feel like I don’t have enough friends,or more specifically like I miss having a best friend who I did everything with (a female friend–I’m lucky to have my husband in that role most of the time). I wonder if many of us struggle with similar feelings, even those who seem outgoing and to have lots of friends.Great post!
Comment by Bug — August 14, 2006 @ 9:29 am
Bug, you mean I’m not the only one?
I’ve often felt like the oddball who can’t make friends.
Thanks for your support!
Comment by Administrator — August 14, 2006 @ 9:34 am